Thursday, April 30, 2009

SHIFTED OVER TO WWW.LOVEANTIDOTE--S.BLOGSPOT.COM . RELINK ME PLEASE . SORRY FOR TH TROUBLE AGAIN . TYVM ,

xoxxoxoxoxoxo ,
x.ai

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

you're not sorry ,

parents went overseas . tuition at 5 later on . few more minutes ): screw you math . i hope it ends on time or even better , earlier :D laura had been crying very much lately ): woke up with swollen eyes everyday , awww . well , at least i had fun with baobei during D&T today . got scolded by mr chong though . but still baobei , thanks for cheering me up everytime (: and of course , my horney baby , jasmine ng . although you always touch me here and there (-.-) , still thank you for helping me whipe away my tears . and yes , i still rmb whn you saw me cried in class , 'cause my chicken book was missing and some issues , you cua tio . your face was hilarious siallllls . omg manxzx . so cute lah you . thanks for accompaning me recently . i hope i dont go into your friendship anw . and baobei , i know im being very laolan these days nah ): keep shout at you . so here , i'm going to sincerely apologise to you . thanks for tolerating my everything . ily (: ok , if you readers think tht i'm always changing friends who i hang out with , tell hell please -.- having some issues now . thus , been hanging out with them . please dont be a childish kid and tag w/e rubbish . i'll kick your ass out of my tagboard lah . LOL . and people out there , stop asking me wht happened . i dont say anything . pictures whn im feeling much more better . >
to my dearest ni & na ,

yes , i didn't told you
how i'm feeling right now .
i feel so insecure with our
friendship anw . i once told
you how i feel yea ? i do hope
you rmb . i saw many things
these few days . feeling more
insecure . reason for not
telling you everything
being , i dont want you
people to change just to
please me . friends aint't
there to please each other .
no need to do anything .
someday , we'll start talking .
i'm sure .
姐妹一条心 ,
we'll see . xoxoxoxo ,

loves ,
ka .

Monday, April 27, 2009

rah ,

im in rush , so didnt manage to replace th pictures . tmr maybe ? (:










hello humans (!) school was fine today . nthing much happened . execept mrs ho didnt let me visit th washroom 'cause i was sleeping earlier on . in other words , not listening to anything . yes , anything . but yea , still manage to went to th toilet :D super urgent ok -.- ! then other's are like ' cher , later her bladder burst how ?! ( LOLOLOL ) " " ai ya cher , let her go lah " ! until cher could not tolerate , shouted like ontop of her voiceee .____. arhggs , should have seen her face , super pek cek with our class LOL . couldn't rmb wht happend after tht . stayed back at classroom during reccess . ( miracle huh , laura stayed in classroom during reccess with less then i think 3 ppl inside :D ) roflsssss . and like i promise , there will be pictures today ^________^

Saturday, April 25, 2009

i love kexin nehneh <3 !!

hello litle organisms ^_______^ getting ready for uncle's wedding now . hope there will be pictures yea ? :D if there is , post it either monday or i dont know whn . LOL . mummy went to buy me a slipper just now . tyvm mummy x3 . pictures of yesterday ( outing with baobei to cwp ) will also be posted . gonna go get ready again , before th auto nagging machine starts again ]': oh before i forgot , thankew kexin nehnehhh for th comefort yesterday (: she ran all th way frm bukit timah till panjang here ^__^ jealous ? rofls . anw ,

thanks for listening rant EVERYTHING out at you , and for th shout yesterday , am really sorry about it . too pekcek alrdy ): i'm sure i look so pathetic yesterday . with all th tears on my face . so pitiful yea ? well , laura's gonna do th same thing nxt time you need someone to be your listening earrrrr :D ilyvm (': >

oh and btw , just to inform everyone . created a new blog . maybe shifting there . diff url , diff blog . it shall be a new start (: !

Thursday, April 23, 2009

最怕你忽然说要放弃,



nothing much more left to say ..

sorry guys . not in th mood to update anything . having serious heartbreaking session . anyone for me to rant everything out ? ): update either tmr or nxt week . visiting cwp tmr . got pangseh-ed again . srsly , is there anyone out there ? ): laura wants to rant every single thing out NOW .

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

oh yes , and is anyone interested in INSTOCK EYE SHIMMERS ? :D

i have you to be with ,



copyright ; laura's artwork .



here to post again (: so sorry again for th lack of updates . didnt't have th time . exam is around th corner . gonna mugg harder ((: going to visit woodlands on fri with xian and maybe ver ? not sure though . hopefeully i'll be able to see many others [: planning to visit evergreen anw . maybe not ? idk lahh . see first . oh and i got cousil-ed by mdm devi today . fuxck you bangala lady [: so wht if i got attitude prob ? its like omg #$^#$%$@$% so much better than you :D LOLOLOl . and mr stuckhair's one :D mwahaha . pot calling th kettle back lah ! funny bodohh . and i realise ppl in our class likes to sabo ppl lah . ewww . mr stuckhair says he's gangster D: ohh , laura so scared lah D: ! someone save me ? :'D rofls . lik wht ? trying to show off . puiii lah . pui at your mother's cb kang :B lah deyzxzx ! and dont try to act big lah . we pri school student's mind ? you aint's any better mallmallll ! throw chair at us ? i dare you to . confirm you kna suspend one lah . us stupid ? yea , if we clever , come to schooool see your jiaobin for wht ? of course is stupid needa learn lah . childish mind ! xian got act cute ? or you jealous her voice alrdy so cute ? 'cause yours is like monster kind lahh D: at night imagine also kna nightmare those kind . worsee than my grandfather's one lah ! wtf siallls . LAUGHLAURA'SASSOUTLOUDDDDDDDDD . and mdm devi wants another counsiling session with me ): pathetic me . gotta listen to her jiaowei again plus see jiaobin . pathetic laura D: anyone sayang her ? :'D pictures tmr . lazy to update .


Tuesday, April 14, 2009

you dont know , anything .

so sorry for breaking my promise yo ): promised to post on monday . and yet , posting on tuesday D': ! ohh , and right now , i stll got totally no idea on wht to blog about . :/ today was boring . nothing much happend . study , slept , study , supp , home-ed . bored yo ? (: laura is so pathetic lah horrh ? ): LOLOLOLOL . and yes , thanks xiannyxian and verrverr for th an wei at th carpark [': heh , ily . so yea , nothing on aldy . pictures tmr ? :/ so sorry to disappoint . feeling nothing much today . mostlys disappoinments . ): and fuxcking faggot , i lost mommy's things .__________. screw you lah . house so big for wht -.- ! wtf mxzxzx . ( fyi , my house isn't big . but whn it comes to look for things , house can become real big o.o ) walao ehxzx , like looking for needle in a haystack ok ): ! __ yo . so yea people , wish me luck in finding mummy's things ok :D . mwahaha. and ppl, tag please (:
lovessloveees , xoxoxoxzxc

Saturday, April 11, 2009

post on monday ,

posting on monday . phone got confiscated by mr faizal . __ returning on monday , pictures plus post on monday . stay tuned then (: xoxo .

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

colourfull shades of gray .

hellow yellowwwww ! (: my toe's huting now , for idk wht reason . well , recover soon little toe-ly toeeee :D ! meeting baobei earlier tmr , for slacking and heart to heart sessions . been long time since we did tht yea ? so sorry for lefting you out everytime . use to be so close , but wht have become of us now ? ): gonna have sessions with you everytime before we come to school alrights ? :'D , mwahah . anw , school was fine today . exept , cigarette was stolen D': , crap you people who/e stole my things . laura's gonna like fuxck your whole generation upside down D: ! - pissed - and baobei's wallet got stolen . more than 35bucks inside lah , wtf . tmr gonna stay back till 2.30 ? thn tuition at bp at 4.30 . ._. hope tmr wont be too tired . (': no offence , but ms tan's attitude has been being a bitxch lately . attitude with 1e4 getting worse and worse each day :/ . hope she go back to lst time , make lessons more interesting :D . mwahah . anw , i know mummy wont see this but ... i still wana say something ,
mummy ,
is it so hard to trust me ?
you didn't even tried to
give me your trust .
i've tried hard enough
alrdy . but in th end ,
wht do i get manxzxz ?
more doubts frm you ?
if you think tht's th case ,
it shall be .
fan zhen , wo shuo shen me ,
ni dou bu hui xiang xing .

Sunday, April 5, 2009

我真的很难过 , 有人能安慰我吗 ?



ok , here to update now because , there's nothing to watch now . as in th tv . (: i can't seem to find a blogskin anw . sadcase . updating now means pictures (:

pictures in randome order . as for other pictures , nxt time . mother ngging like wtf nw . laura fuxcks you moma (: !

my heart's numb .

hello readers . shall make this post a short one . (: nothing much happened today . clas outing , meetings as mentioned in th precious post . said to take alot of pictures with qingaide , and other people , turn out tht took less than 10 . zz . no times plus zharbor was late like for 40 mins ? -.- wtf . lol . meet ahlian and catherine at lot one after tht . verver cant make it tht day . was grounded , i think . so yea , slack at th library . camwhore and help xianxian make up LOL . will post th pictures tmr . so goodbye readers (:

Saturday, April 4, 2009

depressed , of our friendship .

like i said , went to town yesterday (: and __ you mumehh , die die dont buy for me th red baggggggg . RAWWWRS AT YOU ! -.- i shall only mention about this part . ;cause other parts were just walking arounddddd O: legs was super tired ok . going to class bbq laterr on . meetting steady first , before we proceed to meet other people (: yesssssssss , i misss my steady so much :D . and she said she lovessss me yesterday :D . mwahaha , yapxiuyu loves me , not youuuu (: ! LOL . gonna get ready alrdyxzxzxs . stay tuned for pics on th class outing , and meeting of kanina sisters ok . (:
xoxoxoxxoxo .
i'm so insecure of th
friendship .
giving up ?

Thursday, April 2, 2009

t.szexian , stay strong (: ! i know you can my dear <3

laura shall update her blog today (: going bugis tmr ! mwahaha . thn class bbq , meeting with sisters , timmie and maybe more on saturday . sunday , teacher gonna bring me go dk wht temple ? o.o , cher say to help me xue guai . zz . i guai enough alrdy ok (: ! anw , physical education was rather slacking today . tried inclined pull ups , wtf , not even one ok D': needa train harderrr alrdy )': well , didnt had money today . didnt claim my moneyy frm moma . 'cause loan shark ho took it away frm pathetic me D: ! LOL . so yea . but heng , ran into joel , yi hong { idk how spell , LOL } , yi kang and ming xiong . rape 10$ and 1.50 frm them LOL . mac then . (: , with verlynn. 'cause xiannxiann had them earlier on . whn we dont have th money ): pathetic us . anw , xianxian came to fetch me to school on cabb todayy :'D . ohh , sorry to waste your money . and look at th way she tell th driver th way , fuxcking cute bodohhh . LOL . mwahaha . shall end my post with a dedication to my dearest xiannxiannn ,

xianxian , stay strong (: i know you can . 'cause you're my ju-li-yet . dont worry , he dont want you . verrverr and laulau wants you . so stop breaking out hearts by not smiling everyday . like i told you , i rather get ignored by you then you got fooled by people ok . don't worry , kanina sisters always here for you . there's a home in our hearts for you to come in whn your sad or cold alrights ? (': laulauuulovesyouuuuuu x3 ! >
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Wednesday, April 1, 2009

有一种愛叫做放手 ,



' oh mama , look ! tht heart is beating so rapidly !

hello fools (: ! rofls . i have th thoughts of having banannnnna split now ]': for idk wht reason ? o.o crap . im veryyyyy bored now . qingaide's not online ): so does other people . how come there's always no one there whn i needed a listening earr ): i'm seriously very sad now D: veryvery . my heart's shaterring into a million thousand piecess , tears dripping down like tap waterrr D': shall not elaorate on this . i dont know wht to blog about . going out with sisters on sat after class bbq . maybe meeting honeybaby and xingan ? not suree (: and i wanna go bugis-ing again . getting myself a bag and a watch , and maybe some clothings (?) not sureee [: heh , i just wish to go shopping non-stop . mwahah . hatred kor entertaining me now (: but he's falling back to sleep again -.- ! piggggyouuuuuuuuuuuuuu D: LOL . thanks for entertaining me anw (: loveyoukorrr x3 . :D . mwahahaa . brother's friend here . nothing happening at th monent . i've learn to close one eyes , forgive and forget . >
♥ ,
i know its my fault in th first place . shouldn't
have neglected you . didnt reply your sms ,
didn't pick up your calls . instead , was happily
using th comp . i'm so deeply sorry .
we haven't been sms-ing lately .
no goodnight messages .
imissyouboyf