colourfull shades of gray .

hellow yellowwwww ! (: my toe's huting now , for idk wht reason . well , recover soon little toe-ly toeeee :D ! meeting baobei earlier tmr , for slacking and heart to heart sessions . been long time since we did tht yea ? so sorry for lefting you out everytime . use to be so close , but wht have become of us now ? ): gonna have sessions with you everytime before we come to school alrights ? :'D , mwahah . anw , school was fine today . exept , cigarette was stolen D': , crap you people who/e stole my things . laura's gonna like fuxck your whole generation upside down D: ! - pissed - and baobei's wallet got stolen . more than 35bucks inside lah , wtf . tmr gonna stay back till 2.30 ? thn tuition at bp at 4.30 . ._. hope tmr wont be too tired . (': no offence , but ms tan's attitude has been being a bitxch lately . attitude with 1e4 getting worse and worse each day :/ . hope she go back to lst time , make lessons more interesting :D . mwahah . anw , i know mummy wont see this but ... i still wana say something ,

mummy ,

is it so hard to trust me ?

you didn't even tried to

give me your trust .

i've tried hard enough

alrdy . but in th end ,

wht do i get manxzxz ?

more doubts frm you ?

if you think tht's th case ,

it shall be .

fan zhen , wo shuo shen me ,

ni dou bu hui xiang xing .