我不快乐 , 但我说不岀口 .

ohhh , i wana change my blogger's hotmail and my url ): maybe changing laterrrr or tmr ? not sure . whn im free . whn i got th idea . heh . shall not elaborate on school today . as per normal (: wasn't fun at alll . heh .

anw , chatted with qingaide th moment i on my msn (: including yesterdayyy , loveyou qingaide x3 . i mean seriously ok (: and its like 4 more pathetic days to seee you , like you promise , must camwhore like idk wht ok ! mwahaha :D ! ( excited ok :B ) !! heh . wonder if 6care '09 has change or not . miss them like $%^&^%$# fuxcking hell ok ): took screenshots of us chatting yesterday .
there's still other pictures ): but blogger hate it . so , it doesnt let it post th remaining pictures D: . oh , dont worrry , laura will persuade blogger to fall in llove with my pictures (: ! heh . anw , below's a dedication to my qingaide x3 ! ( shall post more pictures tmr . tiredd alrdy ._. )

qingaide ,

i miss you ok (: and yes , we won't drift . its like 4 more days till i can see you ): i cant wait ok (': (!!)

yes , i hope that there's time machine . thn i'll stop th time during mother tongue class . both of us taking pictures , making fun of li lao shi , and kevinnnnnnnnn (: i really miss those days with youu , hearng me rant everything to you on msn . asking if you fnsh checking th meanings on vocab on msn . :D . ohhh and we like to bhb everytimeeeeee :D . ms univereseee horrh ? woodland's one somemoreeeee (: and use to like , ' OMG , YOUR DP SO NICEE SIALLLLLLLLLLL ! - JEALOUS SIOLLLL D': ' whn you change your dp LOL . mwahaha . and we'll go like , ily hereee , ily thereee and ily everywhereee {: i still rmb i once said , we took so little time to say helllo and yet whn we both have to off our msn , we took so long to say goodbye . we'll go like , byee qingaide x3 ! loveeyou , and you'll reply , loveyoutoo x3 ! and no end of iloveyou . until you or i say : ok lah , i srsly gtg alrdy D: . LOL . warmest hello , coldest goodbye ah ? (: and qingaide , i dont wana say goodbye to our friendship . so , warmest hello , no more goobyes <3>

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , LAURAA :D !

tear drops on my guitar (':

mwahaha , its my 13th birthday todayyy (: thanks everyone for th wishes , especially xianxian and ververr x3 . (: heh . thank you for th little cute ponyo and th card and , th time (: really appreaciate yo . shall elaborate about school today . school wasnt interesting today , especially history . mr karmal (idk how spell ) was picking on me . oh , hello sir . you dont like me ? i dont like you either . make life hell for me ? i'll make lessons hell for you (: can stand my face ? chase me out of th class then . 'cause i dont like your lessons , face either . i detest every little things you do . i was turning around to copy th notes frm verver , 'cause i cnt seee th tiny little words you're writting . and hello , you kept asking me to turn around . wtf . and when you're reprimanding th class , of course i'lll give tht dulan face lah , can't expect me to LAUGH OUT LOUDDD right ? { yes i willl , if i'm triying to make you dulan or yes , im mad (: . but sadly , im not . } wht's wrong with my face ? wht's wrong with your attitude sir ? and of course , mdm devi will start to like frown like whtever freaky person will frown like . and i swear , she giving th ' OH WHT ARE YOU DOING ? I DETEST YOU GIRL ! ' face . even whn my grandma frown's , also better than you like 10000x ok (: ! to conclude , my grandma is prettier than youuuu :D rofls . ok so , damn dulan . and i was like cursing them like #$%^&^ whn they left th classroom . jasmine and baobei were like ' relax laura , relax ! ' LOL . funny siollll (: thanks anw . x3 . shall not elaborate other's then . skipped swimming again btw (: went home for "party" (?) . of coursee , camwhore in my room , and toilet . o.o rofls . they very cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! :D mwahhhhhaaaaaaaaaa .

wht do you take me for ? srsly . talk to me super friendly and nicely whn you've got no friends . throw me up and down th wall whn you've got no friends . wht do you think i am ? a toy for you tke to take and throw on th wall whn you fancy ? if you really take me for wht i've describe , i tell you . go home and fuxck yourself . 'cause i dont really need you my dear (: . putting on an act whn there's alot of boys ? oh , i can tell you . by putting on an act , you suck more . i tried to be th good guy everytime lah . whn you kept talking to her , i didnt even say anything pls . -.- , and you can comepletely ignore me . wtf is this ? you rant to me about your everything , call me everynight whn you're bored . hello lah , im not your entertainer or couseller lah horrh . thanks so much for being my friend , bitxch .

3 more daysssssss

a little love (:

hoo people . im home alrdy (: teehee . back frm school at 10.10 . lunch-ed at plaze with xianxian and verrverr (: . back home , now getting ready to go for cross country [: hehh . not running anw . medical excuses provided :D / heh . school wasnt fun at all today . and gz own me one stick :B . heh . rofls . had art lesson for th first 2 perios . mr loke was being a bitxch . guailan siollllxzx he -.- ! and xianyyy keeep calling him gay LOL . :/ so , her face got disfigured . (: lmaoooo . me and verver laugh real hard okehh >:D . mwahaha . heh . so about th incident of th chi teacher whice i mentioned on th last post , i shall rant about it now :D . ok , so was having chi spelling , whn she caught me cheating -.- ! eh , was was very sueyy ok , havent even started to copy thn she saw alrdy . fuxck ni mama lahh deyyxzx . her attitude really very wht ok . she said till like frm th beginnig till now , i kept copying -.- __ . after her lesson , she called me there . ookok , and wtf , she called me to apologise . HELLO LAH AUNTY TAY , I HAVENT EVEN SEE TIO , COPY SIMI SAII SIOLLLLLLL -.- ! WTF . but in th end i still apologised lahh , 'cause if i dont , i cant go . -.- pek cekk ok . and th aunty's at th toilet at bpp being a fuxcker too . malign me and tessa airenn . somemore , shes an old bangalaaaaaa :B . remind me of mdm devi LOL . she's been absent for like days alrdy (: hope she doesnt come to school , foreverrr :D . mwahaha ? .___. gahhh , i sound so pathetically evil .

26o3o9 '

i dont know you , at all .

anyone wanna buy this bag with mee ? :D

ok . sorry fot th lack of update . father was on leave . so yea , no one wanted to let me use th comp . zz . im bored now . trying to fnsh th chinese work on asknlearn . ffeedd-uppppppp today in school , with chi teacher . will update about it on mondayyyy (: ! okok , 4 more days to my birthday :DDDDDDDDDDD . yipppeeeyayaaa -.- ! oh , i hope this year's can be wonderfull (: !

11 more days (: !

imma very nice guy ! (:

hello yellow (: yipppe yay . tuition teacher gonna bring me out tmr :D . 'cause i keep pester her LOL . loveyouteacher . x3 . heh :B . i hope tmr's gonna be a great great dayyyyy ! (: mwahaha . ohh i cant wait for another more 11 days lah D': . and schools gonna re-open in another few more days . bye beauty sleep D: , laura's gonna miss you like ohh-so muchyyyyy my dear holidays D: ! - puiiii at school days - :D . rofls . cant wai to see everyone during mondayyy :B . HAHA ! i miss everyone lah :B , exept mdm devi :/ . 'cause she's gonna have a fulll attire-check on mememehhhh ! , xianxiannn , ah verrrrr , and baobei ._. hope her eyes da stamp -.- ! bleah . have been updating my blog oftenly alrdys [: and , i quarelled with moma today again -.- . anddddddddd , suppost to have sakae today . but moma went shopping yesterday and bought super lots of things . so yea , bo lui . broke promise again . __ canzxzx ? oh well , thn tuition , watch tv for while . and here i am . loyal to my blog , posting it almost daily :D LOL .

byeeeeee earthlings :D !

ps , i love you (:

its our love story , my dear (:

lets shout ' HAPPY NEW YEAR ' to me . 'cause my comp has gotten th bloody irritating virus -.- ! i cant even set wallpapers to it . and th internet's are working like motherfuxcking slowww -.- WORST STILL , I CANT LOG IN MSN . 'CAUSE LAG TILL MSN CANT EVEN BE LOADEDDD O: ( shows sleeepy face ) . i swearr , damn pissed ok -.- ! omg lah . i dont know how tell father ._. its his laptop im using . :/ ( booooooo ) sure to get nag/scolded by him lahhxzxz . ): so , idk wht i shall do now . blogshopping ? bloghopping ? nahh , too lag alrdy . thn wht th hell am i suposeee to do lahxzx . anw , this blogskin sotsot too . gonna change one soon :D . th music only starts playing whn you go to th profile page . thn once you navigate to other pages , - POOOOOOOOOOOFFFF - th musc stops playing -.- ! oh goddddddd , let me have one nice nice skin please :D . ( and let th stupid virus shooo far far away T.T ) btw , ppl's been zao-ing on my friendsterr everyday lahh -.- ! cant they just comment something ? .____________. people have been breaking my heart by not taggging ): awwwww . saddd lah . ( boooooooooo ) ohh my , i cant survive w/o th msn lah ): LOOK HERE VIRUS , I'VE GOT SOMETHING TO TELL YOU . ' YOU SUXCK REAL HARD VIRUS D': ! NO ONE LOVES / WANT YOU . INCLUDING LAONIANG ! D: , SO KINDLY PLEASE SCRAM DO RAE FARRRR SO LA TI DOOO AWAY FRM MY PRECIOUS COMPUTER D': !
LAURA IS VERY BORED NOW . ANY KIND SOULS PLEASE CALL HER AND HAVE A CHAT WITH HER ON THE PHONE . PLEASE :'D ?

blogskin chang-ed :D !

walan , pek cek now canxzx -.- ! wtf manxzxz . no matter how i tried , th music in my blog just wont play lah -.- ! __ . so finally , i decided to use th one which is visual to everyone (: heh , and fyi , song titles will also not be revealed (: heh . comment on my new skin ? (: thanks yo . and and , nuffnang pls :'D bleah . i know im asking lot lah :x just tahan awhile ? :D

i hope someone wil rmb ,

sweet little things (:

im hesitating if i should change my blogskin . too lazy to search for one + edit it ( if neeeded ) . (: rofls . brother still sleeping now . tsktsktsk , lazy pig LOL . must learn frm your dearest sister (: , sleep early , wake up early LOL . :/ . tuition teacher says she will bring me out on friday ! ( :D ) excited lah LOL . lovechuxxzxzx 'cher :D . rofls . patheticccccccccccc homeworkkkk waiting for me to be doneeee ): but th thought of homeworks make me wanna go ' aiya , rather go bang th metal wall and die pls -.- ! ' screwwww you homework )': I BUCK UP AND SCORE A A1 FOR MY MATH FOR TERM 2 !! ( 'cause tuition 'cher promise me , if i got an A1 for math , i can get 50 bucks :D ) which is like , so damn impossible -.- a1 ? HAHA . and i kept tellig teacher , if laura can get A1 for math , pigs can fly ~~~~ . omg , i cant wait to see pigs fly o.o gonna be so cutee LOL . bleah . gonna mug very hard (: oh my lah , i miss 6 careee very much canxzx ! i want to see everyone on th bbq (': ! heh . and its 13 MORE DAYS !
xoxxoxoxxxox darling <3

like a bird in a cage ,

ok , this is how i feel like now . a pathetic bird in a pathetic small cage with nothing to do . thinking when will th evil , mean and unreasonable owner will let me out . -.- ( seriously , from th bottom of my heart , this is what im thnking everyday -.- ! )

laura is very bored noww ._. nua-ing infront of th comp again . ( booooooo ):/ . srsly manxzx , beginning to hate march hols and school more and more each day lah . -.- tired of schools and homework . its 6 more days to th end of march hols and i havent got my hands on one single pierce of work o.o and that spells D-E-T-E-N-T-I-O-N-S huhh ? (: uh-oh . rofls . 14 more dayyys x3 ( yipeee yaya ) :D . LOL .im thinking of changing back to cbox manxzx , ppl kept asking where's my tagboard and tags decreases rapidly everyday lah . awwwww , sad casseee ._. mumehh's being a bitxch today . quarell-ed with mumehh today again , early in the morning . ask her if i could go out today ( i ask her EVERYDAY w/o fail lah ) , she guailan-ed me for dk wht reason lah . fuxck you mother . ( oh and she said im guailan again (: ) hello , mind you mumeh . if im guailan , your guailan too lah . like mother like daughterr , MUMMEH . [: heh . i srsly am die-ing of boredom alrdy lah . feel like tiao lou-ing now ? D': fuxckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk .

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxo

oh darling (: !

ohhh ohh ohh . (: , im thinking of changing my blogskins lahh , th navigations went wrong aldy D: ! so , if you realise after you press th navigations , cannot press other navigations . its my blogskins's problem , not your computerr . so kindly refresh after each time you wnaa go onto other navigations (: . huuhuuu . thanks yo <3>

wake up > brush teeth > comp >
mother calls > interupps my computer time by asking me to do chores >
quarell > mother comes back > lunchh > comp > bath > tv ?
> sleep .

sad yo ? -.- ! screww march holidays D': ! eye sight gonna blast up like monkey business . gonna facing th computer for many hours . awww . poor eyess . :X well eyes , if you wanna blame , blame my mother then . since she doesn't let me go out , thn wht does sht want me to do at home ? tv ? chores ? music ? -.- ! nonononono wayy . thinking of all those things make me wanna puke . ( BOOOOOOOOOOO ) cant understand my mother lahh , all i wants is a little freedom . heck careeeee . gonna use the computer like there's like no tmr . :D . heh . if she's nag , i'll pullll my brother into th waterrrr >:D

{ PRESS ON MY NUFFNANG PLS :D }

hello readers (: ! its the last day of term 1 yo [: . school holiday starts tmr :D ! ( cheers for holiday :B ) ! rofls . heh . okok , was browsing through the old files for a picture . saw many old photos lah . and i look so much like ah xiao lian lian plss -.- ! { although im not one (: , trust me . dont believe wht my ahlian juliet says . she more ahlian :D } okok , shall post some for youu , readers to see . (:

lmao . octupus love huh ? -.- ! LOL lah . taking the octopussieee wherever i went tht time . cute huhhhh ? (: mother bought it for me last last christmas . th pink one got choosen by others lahh __ . D: . pink is nicer and cuter lah o.o LOL .

and i know once my ahlian juliet saw this , she will confirm go like : LAURA AH LIAN ! I GUAIKIA :D . so , i shall declare everything here , to everyone (: ! LAURA TAN IS TH NO.1 GUAIKIA , T.SZEXIAN IS TH NO.1 AH LIANNNN . haha ! :D . LOL . visiting th dentist on 20th , 10am . { which means i'll have to crawl out of bed and its th holidays ! D: } screwwwwwww dental appoiment(s) . rofls . and fyi , i'm scared of th dentist . and th smell of th dental clinic , sends chills down my spine lah . { idk is it this way , LOL } heh . anw , got kpkb by mdm devi again O: , 'cause of my hair again . and all th stuffs drew on my hand and legs . LOL . so nxt day , obedient laura push back ALL her sides hair and pin up my fridge . for some reason , she still asks me to cut and she say its SLIGHTLY BETTER . walao , super dulan at tht moment know -.- ! just feel like pointing th middle finger at her lah __ . but its assembly , so yea , didn't did it . (: so even whn i sacrifce my face to please her , she said its SLIGHTLY better , i shall not be so stupid to do it again . if she wanna call my parents , just let her call . heck careeeee :D . to conclude , no one loved mdm devi . ( well , maybe her husband and her parents , idk lah ) LOL . muuhhahahaha . well , i hope tht march holiday will turn out to be good (: and tht bitxch at home will let me go out everyday lahh -.- ! byee darlings <3>

xoxoxoxoxox ,

hey look , that heart is shattering ! (:

bored bored bored bored bored . cancelled meeting with wifey tmr . anyone wanna go out ? (:

ohhmy (: !

quarelled with mum again . bitxch lah she -.- ! kpkb me whole day just because i came back late . and hello , its not even 3.30 when i came back . and yea , she said that is was late . and she said , she didnt say i could meet britney on friday . WTF LAH ,. SHE SAID OKOK , IF YOU BEHAVE WELL , I LET YOU GO . and for the past few days , im like tahan-ing with her bloody attitude please . pissed ok ._. ? all efforts gone lah . sec one alrdy lah . not primary one please . -.- stucked with my compo now . 150 words ? i cant even reach 100 words i think . my mind's in a blank now lah . dk wht to write : / . i feel like its wasting my brain cells to think of wht to write , 'cause all i can think of are funny ideas . story is about robbery . here's my idea .

{ i was robbed . my friend was rape . superman came and he got rape by th robber . so superwoman came to help . superwoman seduce robber by revealing her baibai :D . so went to hotel , superwoman poison-ed robber's drink . robber was unconsious aftet that , so taken to the police station for further questioning . robber appeared in tv news tmr . and yay , robber became famous . } beautiful huh ? .____. LOL . ok , enough of my horney-nesss (: bleah . I WANT TO VISIT YOU , ESCAPE :B . YES ITS YOU ! ESCAPE THEMEPARK LOCATED AT DOWNTOWN EAST ( -.- ) . planning to visit it with ahlian kopi-o , guaiguai and steady/wifey . { together with ahlian and guaix2's friends } . maybe . (: okkok , have to rush my compo for tmr .

xoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo ,

over it ,

so much for your sorrys . i guess you had much more fun thn i expected yo ? (: we seems to be so close everyday , yet our hearts are drifting further and further each day . im afraid tht if i told you th problem im facing now , we would not even be friends again . let alone our relationship now , very close friends . so i chose not to tell you[s] and keep it down in my heart . until one day , you realise it by yourself . anws , thank you for all th memories you've given me . i know tht we're not quarelling now . just in case , someday , we lost contact or i wouldn't see you again . hope you will rmb me , and all those memories of you and me .

sunshineeee darling :D !

i want to be your sunshine <3

{ DO CLICK ON MY NUFFNANG ADS PLS (': }

went to singapore river today . didn't had much fun as expected . reason being , group members , tiring and th rain . fuxck excursions with rain yo . super cold and th floor is like bloody dirty lah ._. wtf . effing pissed off with those teachers and tourist taking umbrellas lah . take th umbrella and shake shake shake , wet enough alrdy , thn water frm th umbrealla still continues to strike my body lah bodohhhh . du lan enough alrdy , th ppl behind still continues to make noise pollution lah -.- ! UBER EFFING SUPER MOTHERRFUXCKING DU LAN THT TIME OK . AND TAN GAO ZHEN LIKES TO ADD FUEL TO TH FIRE -.- ! fuxck him upside down , bloody hard . __ canxzxz ? slept in bus on th way back to school , superrr restless . anw , had lunch in school while waiting for th rain to stop . but chiong to bpp after tht anw . all those ppl were like starring at 3 pathetic girls enter th shaopping mall maxzx . embarrased ok ._. went to th toilet to get our hair dry-ed . slacking and heart to heart sessions after tht again (: heh . home-ed after tht . {:

i understand eveything alrdy
you prove it .
so between me and her ,
you choose-ed her .
i WILL respet your decision ,
friend .

my mind's in a state of blank ,

{ DO CLICK ON MY NUFFNANG ADDS PLS :'D }

HELLO YELLOW [: , miracle uhhs ? laura woke up so early (: - yay - . LOL . okeh , brother's practising his gittar o.o , super noisy . bleah w/e . i want to learn th drummmm lah deyhxzx . __ . pissed of with everyone in my family yesterday , for no particular reasons O: idk why . and omg lah , my keychain drop outttt -.- ! wtf . saddd yo . ohhhh myyyy , while im blogging , my mind can only think of escapeeee lahh . bloghopping just now , whn i saw her post of escape theme parkkk . donkey years since i went there okeh ): i wannnna visit it in th march holiday :D - yipeeeeyaya - any kind souls wana take me there - shows pleading eyes and a wide wide smile - :D . heh , excited lah . meeting wifeyy on friday , i think ? (: must cam-whore like nobody's business okeh :B ! - weeeetxzx - ok , i sound so hyper O: w/e . okehhh , gonna watch tv alrdy , since nothing to do . byeeee lovelies .

thrown into darkness ,

my dearest cb monkey wants her name to be written here . so ,

HELLO CB MONKEY , I MISS YOU EVERYDAY AFTER SCHOOL LIKE #$%^&^%$# OK . AND EVERYTIME I WANA KISS YOU , YOU MOVE AWAY LOL . MAKE ME SO PS ._.

heh (: although i dont really miss you o.o , bleah . hooo . planning to meet wifehh today . but cant make it . sorry yo wifehh , nxt week ok ? (': loveyou still x3 . hoho .

xoxoxoxoxoxox , AND PRESS ON MY NUFFNANG LOVELIES !

feel so extra whn

im with all of

you . maybe im

being over

sensitive ?

idk .

wht if we drift apart ?

thats th rainbow i saw-ed whn chatting with juliet on th phone , overdued alrdy :x .

I WANT A TRANSFER TO ANOTHERR SCHOOL LAH . TEACHER DIE DIE MAI HELP ME CHANGE CCA . MISS 2 WEEKS OF BEAUTY SLEEP ALRDY LAH . USE TO LOVE SATURDAYS . FUXCKING HATE IT NOW LAH DEYXZX . WTF SIOLLLLLLLLL . __ HIM UPSIDE DOWN RL HARD LAH . CHEEEBONGGGGGGGGGG . __ ! -.- FUXCKING PISSED OK . { sorry for caps :/ }

bleahhhh lahh . failed math , DNT and history . rofls . waste my brain cells remembering themm . oohhhh my , results drop ridiculously yo . { idk hw spell } LOL . and mdm devi srsly like to pick on me lah . so many ppl wear ankle socks , only say me -.- open eye BIG BIG ok , take a look around th classroom lah . how many ppl wear ankle socks . say until like im th only one wear ankle socks or whtever . just go home bang metal wall and die (: , make peace for 1e4 :D ! and other classes . hoho . and i know im in th wrng to wear ankle socks whn im not suppose to . but srsly lah , i pull my socks like super above ankle alrdy lehhzxz , she still not satisfied . so just make it lower , since whn even its not ankle socks , she also not satisfied . heckk careeeeee (: ! pe was funn today :D . i swear baobei damn hilarious ok :D . her sit and reach is like , omg lah , fuxcking cute :B ! heh . oh welllllll , mood wasnt well today . giving attitude to everyone including juliet , guaiguai and baobei . sorry if i offended anyone . - apologises and smiles widely - :D . anw , pon-ed enrichment today , with juliet and guaiguai . went to bpp , saw brother . { wtf okeh , damn sueyyyyyy } . blackmailed me for 20 bucks . fine , promised or i'll be in deeepshit . there goes ALLLL MY ANGBAO money lah . __ . he suxck till th bloody northpoleeee ._. ! i swear . suey to be his sister manxzxzx . i want to meeet up with britney ng and yapxiuyuuuu ! D:<>

oh well , she just loves my nerdy specs :D ! and i swear ,she looks seriously cute in it ok . camwhore in my room . didnt took much though .

oh my look :D . LOL . had heart to heart sessions with steady . super long didnt did tht alrdy . its like few months alrdy ? O: gawwwd , miss those days like ohh-soo much puuhhleaxzxe !

and i've got her unglam photo :D . heh , so called unglam . :X bleahhh . but for th sake of protecting myself , shall nt post it . if not she starts to scratch me D: caution lah , she's a cat . :D

hope this lasts forever yo (: i wnna vist you every week lahh rawwwwwwr . quit your red crossss better :B !

bleahh . snapshot-ed her while she sms . cute hurrrh ? (: and sorry for th poor image quality . lao ya phoneeee ._. !

oh well , steady , hope our friendship lasts forever ok ? (: meet up again sooon . lovechuxzxz <3>