trying hard to maitain .

sitting there , totally like a idiot .
thinking of how to maintain our
friendship , bt to no avail .
lost of communocations ,
trust and love . trying very hard .
yet , nt successful .
i want you to be my best friend .
bt its not gona happening .
i want you to be my friend ,
you became further and further .
if only whn i stop doing everything ,
friendshipps could be back ,
im willling to do so .